OH LADY GAGA SHE IS SO RAW

I am a big GAGA fan. I love her music and everything about her. She recently did a cover for Q magazine that was soo HAWT! IT doesnt hit the stans until March 23 but i found a picture of it.

SEE what I mean she is RAW!!

Cant believe

So much time has passed so quickly.. There have been so many ups and downs for me and now I am finally about to turn 21 soon. I cannot believe it.

BELIEVE
To believe in myself I have to literally wake up everyday with a smile
hoping that today will not be like yesterday.
To believe in myself I have to know that my current situation will only get better from here.
To believe in myself I have to strive for greatness almost every day
To believe in myself I have to know that Love is out there somewhere but I am in no rush to find it
To believe in myself I have to that God does and so do I


Some people become completely dependent on others in some way.. maybe its emotionally, physically, finacially, or mentally. But that will never happen to me. I know for a fact that I will not get sucked into being dependent on others because I was not raised that way. I know that I can get myself through anything without anyones' help as long as I believe in me.

LIFE is just starting and I am now starting my pursuit of happiness

Finally GOT MY BABY!!!

This is Joshua Nathan he was born December 10,2009

he weighs 3 pounds full Pomeranian

He is sooooo adorable

the love of my lfie

....

Forever Misunderstood
That's what my whole being seems to be.. people never understand why I am the way that I am
Maybe its because no one ever gets close enough to learn  or maybe its because they are right sometimes I really just don't give a damn
I am a very strong woman.. I  live by " if it doesn't kill you it makes you stronger"
With everything I have been through I have to be
You go through life thinking your not good enough.. and your never gonna be as good as others..
so why not be strong.. Strong enough to not let your own insecurities get in the way of the stuff you want
Keep your head high and know that in time things you want will happen for you

;) 2010 is good so far

so I had my first GoGo audition the other night. It was sooo fun wish me luck on making it. I thought I was going to be very nervous up there but I was ok.

School is starting soon and I can't wait I am going to be dancing 20 to 30 hrs a week.

Me and my girls are going to Miami in May

So many things already looking up.. THIS IS MY YEAR =)

Last but not least I am wifed. I haven't really had a relationship since like 2008 ( well a realtionship that really counts lol )  But I asked her and she said yeaaa. ONE13twenty10 xoxo  Me and MY pusha

Under the pic is the song that reminds me of her so you will understand why I call her that

I want to be a GOGO dancer

I have been dancing for about 9 years now doing everythig from ballet to hip hop. When i was 18 and started goin to clubs i see these girls on the stage who CANNOT dance lol but they are very pretty. I researched it and everything and decided i want to do it. Mainly because I can prolly dance better than all those girls and I live to dance anyway. It seems realy fun and I know i would be great up there. Im trying to get some auditions and stuff. IF anyone can give me any advice on how to get started let me know.